Life … why?

I haven’t got to write for a few days and I have so much to say.  Things always seem to take a turn for the worst for me.
I remember years ago how boring I thought my life was.  How I would complain about the smallest of things.  Why couldn’t I have realized it was a [...]

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Sunday’s post I moved

Today is Sunday.  Golf day for Mr. Mee and just a day off for me.  Usually, I am rushing with laundry and all that on Sundays.  This is a three day weekend so no need to rush.
Yesterday I did manage to finally get the porch cleaned off.  Mr. Mee has been mentioning it.  He knows [...]

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I am mad

I am sitting here thinking about what happened last Friday.  Me catching her down there at his work.
I am remembering him coming to me in Feb saying he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me could we put the past in the past.
I am remembering him asking me to give him time [...]

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The story of my addiction

 
I have sat down so many times in the past 4 months to write this.  Some how either it doesn’t come out the way I like it or I start it and get intrupted and when I come back I reread and the mood I was in has changed and it once again doesn’t sound [...]

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Unsettled morning

I am sitting here thinking that I don’t want this blog to just be about whining and complaining and writing nothing but bad times.  But, honestly right now my insides shake and wobble because there is nothing steady or comforting in life.  I feel like I am walking around waiting for him to drop a [...]

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Am I just a fool?

I often wonder if I am just lingering onto a pipe dream with relationship, this marriage.  Does anything I need or want really matter?
He has an affair with this woman for how many years….then, the next thing you know he is telling me it is over.  Then, of course it isn’t.  Is he the type [...]

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Some things that bring me peace

Believe it or not there are somethings that do bring me peace still.  With all the craiziness around me I can find things to smile about. 
I have learned that God is the first thing I smile about and how I know if I keep my Faith turned towards Him that I am going to [...]

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My life

Right now this is my life.  My youngest.  If he wasn’t the age he was I am afraid I might not just be around these parts any longer.  He is a good kid.  Spoiled rotten because he was so far away in age from the others.  This is his “girlfriend”.  I cringe saying that.  He [...]

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Tortillina Soup

Ingredients:
Large can of chicken broth
2 cans of spinach
1 can of diced tomatoes
1 package of cheese tortillina’s
2 eggs
1/4 cup of parm cheese
salt and pepper to taste.
Instructions:
Open up all the can stuff and put them in a pot.  Open all the cans of stuff and put them all in a pot.  You may need to add a [...]

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Terrible news

My nephew just called me and my neice got arrested for doing drugs.  She is on house arrest.  She isn’t going to graduate.  I guess my sister isn’t going to be off probabation now because she didn’t pass her pee test.  One whole year she does good and she can’t wait?  What a mess she [...]

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