I let my blog go for over a week. This past week has been a tough one. I think now though we have figured out partly the reason.
My thyroid is going koo koo. Yep, my T3 is high. The T 4 is normal and the TSH is normal. I don’t like being the odd ball. But, of course I always am. If I have to have thyroid problems why can’t it just be the normal ones like everyone else? I have to have the one that is the most complicated. I will wait till tomorrow and see what doc wants to do about it.
She started me on a high blood pressure med on Friday due to my legs and feet swelling like mad. HCTZ is also a duriatic and she is hoping it takes some fluid off me. I can’t believe I am slowly just getting more and more medical issues.
At least now I have the answer as to why I am so irritable, and tired. Tired all the time. I have no energy at all. Here I am blaming it on the addiction and recovery process I am in and it is medical. I guess we can get that taken care of. I do go next Saturday for my mammogram which I missed the beginning of June. I pray that comes back ok. Please God let it.
One the personal life. Last week my husband and I had a seemingly wonderful week. This past week he hasn’t wanted to talk to me or touch me. I just don’t understand him. He is in some sort of mental whatever and will not do anything about it.
I am tired of just doing nothing with my life. I work. I need to do other things. I need to go out. I need to feel loved and feel like I am a live. Right now I feel like I am slowly dying and the end of my life is just a nothing.
I read others blogs and I swear it seems like these people have such wonderful happy lives and here I am in misery. I know I am the only one who can change that. I have to make up my mind what I am willing to settle for. Right?
My son is hovering over my back for the computer so I guess I will blog more later.
