I have decided to blog. Again! How many times do I have to start this only to be shut down? I am told that “our life” doesn’t need to be out there on the net. I am the type of person that tends to open up so much that any crazy on the net could easily find our home, break in and go to a spot and find it all. That is IF we had it all. But, you get what I am saying. My life is an open book to so many. That tends to get me into a lot of problems. Which, you will find out as my blog unfolds. That sounds like a good title for a soap opera. “As My Blog Unfolds”.
The point of this blog. I have lost me. I don’t know who me is. There is this person inside me that I have hidden. She needs to return. She needs to come back out. I have her hidden so deep. I have her protected. She needs to come out and trust again. Show her love again, her faithfullness, her laughter, her hurt and her undying love for life again.
This person I show to the world right now I don’t even know. I have gotten aquainted with her. I have learned to live with her. Put up with her problems, her crazy thoughts, crazy actions. But, she isn’t the “real” me. I need me back. This woman here is going to just keep the real woman in me buried with past ugliness, heart crushing events. The free spirt, fun loving, trusting, giving, happy woman is dying to crawl her way back out to her life, her husband and her family. IF it isn’t to late.
I will be upfront right now. When I talk I tend to grow trees. You know what that means? You know how you are climbing in a tree? You start up the trunk, then you grab a limb, then you venture out on that limb a little and see another one and climb up. Well, I can talk like that. Which means I may start out on one subject and then before you know it I am off on something totally off the orginal topic. It drives Mr. Mee crazy. He will also say I talk in circles. Not sure exactly what he means by that. Maybe I do, who knows. The point is when I type I just start typing and the thoughts can come out totally meaning sence or they can come out all jumbled and make no sense to anyone but myself.
So, if anyone ever starts reading this and gets confused don’t be afraid to ask me what in the world I am talking about.
So, that is just a little about me. MinneyMee…. I want the first MinneyMee to come finish out this wonderful life that God has given her. And, to realize that yes, the hurt and devastation that has happened can be forgiven, the hurt and angar that has occured is over. And, no doubt there will be more in the future, but I now know that I don’t have to go it alone. I have My God beside me. He loves me. Both of me.
Hugs,
MinnieMee
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